I still remember how cold that couch was.
The doctor turned the screen round, pointed with his pen and, coldly, let it drop like someone jotting something on a list: “this has to come out”. Polyps.
And that was that.
He didn't ask me how I lived. Or what I ate, or how I slept. Operate, and off home.
And I, who knew nothing about medicine, said no.
I didn't have the operation.
I couldn't explain it. I only knew something didn't fit.






